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This blog used to be about me and my new husband starting our life together in Brookhaven, Georgia. Now, 8 years, 3 children, and 1 trans-continental move later, I'm writing for me; to document the emotional and spiritual journey I am on so that I don't forget the paths I have traveled in my heart and mind.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Being pruned

Sometimes you just have those days where you feel like God is really pruning you. That is what I feel like right now. It's kind of like when you have a bad dream and you know it's just a dream, so you know you will eventually wake up, but that still isn't much comfort. I've been going through some extremely difficult things, and I find myself thinking, "this is what God was talking about when He said we would have trouble and we would suffer, so I know I will make it through this." But you still just feel incredibly sad. It's not the worst thing in the world, because as Christians we have hope. This is something I learned when I was in middle/highschool and I would get sad all the time. Eventually, by the grace of God, I learned that although there would be sad times, there was always a light at the end of the tunnel. It was ok to be sad, but i never had to reach the point of, as Anne of Green Gables would put it, being in the depths of despair. There aren't depths of despair for a Christian, there are valleys of sadness, but God's hand is always there to catch you at the bottom so you don't keep falling. I'm really so thankful for that.

9 more days until Chris, my mom, and Cody come...

6 comments:

  1. I didn't realize your mom was going to see you, too! That'll be wonderful. And I like how you put it better than Marilla, about the depths of despair. Staunch old Marilla. :) I'll keep praying for you, especially over the next 9 days, that you'll feel the reality that you're dwelling in the shelter of the Most High.

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  2. Oh Sarah....i love you and am praying for you.
    Lindsay

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  3. Praying for you, Sarah.
    "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God." 2 Cor 1:3-4

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  4. Sarah, I love you and I am praying for you! You are a strong lady and I know God is working in your life. The thing that I love about you, is that you always keep your eyes on HIM!

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  5. Sarah, that anonymous person was Suzy :)

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  6. Sarah, Learned so much about your world from Chris tonight. Wow....just you, Jesus and your 500,000 new friends...
    You really draw close to the Lord when all else is removed. It's hard but wow...what a blessing to draw so close to Him.

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